'Queen Contradiction'

God, where do i start? Its funny i started with the word 'God'. The one higher being i still keep in my suitcase. Got to get it out one of these days. Whats been going on with me, some people ask. What indeed? It depends on who's asking really. If its a genuine question from a genuine person, then im happy to elaborate. Not for the 'i want to know 'cause im nosy' type of people. Seem to get that a lot these days. One genuine friend for each finger i have. 10 i suppose :)
Yes, i have strayed, i have sinned. Haven't we all? This journey is hard, so we do what we have to to survive and feel good.
I still haven't figured out life. Maybe i think about it too much. If i just lived it without any thought, it would be easier i suppose, but that would be like living life asleep, is it not? There i go again. Its about time i go to sleep. Tomorrow is another day of hard work and is my first day or 'betterment'. Life is a Bitch. But im f**king delighted :)

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Im back with with a vengeance .Time for a few small repairs. As Mary J Blige would say, no more drama in my life. Haha..just had to put that in.
I thought my last blogs were like drama filled doughnuts. Not good. My ego seemed to put on weight since then, so i thought i might starve it a bit ;)
Its good to be back!